My Fortune Cookie

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So I go to one of my favorite Chinese restaurants and order the wonderful sweet & pungent chicken. Yum and I open my fortune cookie. It says: "You create your own stage. The audience is waiting." Great, what if I have nothing to say?

As actors we go through life somewhat befuddled, not to mention insecure. I have yet to meet an actor that is not insecure. Some drink, some take pills, some smoke pot. I meditate. I'm usually a wreck before I go onstage. But once that spotlight hits me, I'm fine. Go figure.

I have been in a funk lately. Can't write, can't think. I haven't been on an audition forever. My insecurity is getting the best of me. But I think that is natural when you go into a funk. The hard thing to do is to keep going. Keep training, keep auditioning, stay on top of your game. Because when things turn around and they always do, I must be prepared.

I am starting to walk more and get out more and be more personable. My best friend, Rebecca helps me. And so does the wine we drink when we get together. I need to lose weight cause I want to look good when I put on a bathing suit this Summer. And I will look good! I will, I will!

My sister, Linda sent me an email that she went to a Psychic reading and it was very revealing. She told me she is going to call me later tonite to tell me all about it. I must be in there too, somehow or she wouldn't be telling me about it. The last time we had that done, we were over at Pier 39 in San Francisco. This woman was right on about everything that was going on in my life. Curious!

I miss my friends back home, Jeannie, Vicky, Harold, Don, Chris. I don't really have any friends from high school that I still associate with. Who does? High school is always a crazy time. The high school that I attended is not even there anymore! They closed it up quite some time ago. I always wanted to go to Central Catholic High but I didn't have the annual tuition so had to go to our local Public school. Oh well, I still did pretty good and I am a good person today and that is what counts.

So, I create my own stage. I like that, it is very empowering. I know this, what you put out into the universe is what you get back. So I guess I better start putting out.